Wah piang today scary sia...
went to see doctor in Teban area...
then went JP with mum...
went to eat Burger King... and there the shocks started...

first, I saw yasmine.
WTH?!?! didn't expect to see her lorh...
with a bunch of her dance frens...
my God did I freak out there!!!

That wasn't the worst.
Later I went to Converse on 2nd floor...
and there at the crepe stall...
I SAW EN CHYEE.

MY GOD!!!!!
I totally like freak out there and then...
And back downstairs I even asked yasmine did she see En Chyee at all!!!
MY GOD!!! CAN ANYTHING BE SO... COINCIDENTAL?!?!?!

Maybe some of you ppl know her as the CSS girl I mentioned sometimes...
Or the girl called devious K.

Nvr mind...
The sheer sight of her made me totally go nuts...
Man I was SO NERVOUS!!!
gaah...

Then later, my mum bought me a new Converse schoolbag.
AND THEN I LOST SIGHT OF HER THEN!!!
WLAU!!!

sigh...
Maybe that wasn't my time or her time...

It's hard to see someone you love and miss after so long...
Missed you, Devious K...

sigh again...
I want school to start!!!
I want to see my classmates!!!
I want to prove that I HAVED CHANGED FOR THE BETTER IN THE HOLS!!!
I WANT TO HAVE FRIENDS!!!

sigh...
maybe I'm destined to be a loner after so long...
same as her...

off to read some books at the library...

ok this post is gonna be damn long and angry and emo and whatever you call it.

I fell sick over the weekend...
wow...
cold and cough...
and stupid cca to bother with...

and talking about cca,
I HAVE TO PERFORM SOME SOPPY LOVE SONG WITH ONLY THE GUYS IN CHOIR DURING FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.
AND GUESS WHAT SONG IS IT?
"KISS THE GIRL" IN THE MOVIE "THE LITTLE MERMAID."

wtbfh...
don't feel like performing...
Don't even wanna perform for SYF...
sick of cca already...
seems like our batch of yr 3 seniors in Choir will lose GWH this time with the fucking low standard of choir...
BECAUSE THE FUCKING JUNIORS DON'T EVEN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT CHOIR AND DRAG THOSE WHO WORK HARD LIKE ME DOWN FOR NOTHING!!!!!

And by then when we perform on stage that soppy love song, chances are I'll get catcalled by my classmates...
TOTAL EMBARASSMENT.

wtfh...

And now I find myself smitten by my junior...
wow...

I want to be accepted by the class, so at least I can go out with you guys, at least I have friends who really care for me in my class, at least I am not left alone like an outcast.

I never asked for this...
BUT WOULD THE CLASS UNDERSTAND?
WOULD ANYONE BE WILLING TO BE MY FRIEND?
CAN SOMEONE COME AND ASSURE ME THAT EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT, THAT I AM NOT UNWANTED BY THE CLASS, THAT I HAVE SOME WORTH IN ME FOR THE CLASS, THAT I CAN LEAD THE CLASS, THAT I CAN SURVIVE MY STUDIES IN RV, AND CAN I EVER HAVE A SOULMATE IN SCHOOL?!?!
enough emoing...
god bless me...
and pray hope that some kind soul who reads all this can come an reassure and comfort me...
for I am at my tether's end...

Ziyi told me to do this quiz she ripped from Chenxi's blog. Haha..

Rules:
1.each player of this game start of with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2.people who get tagged have to write 10 thing little known facts.

3.the end you need to choose 10 people to tag and list out their names.

4.No tag back the person who tagged you

Ok so here's the 10 stuff:
1) I have a soft spot for dark chocolate.
2) I wished I had a bathtub at home. (hehe i soaked in a tub for 1 HOUR straight in Penang.
3) I only listen to songs I like, and not because I like the singers.
4) I once scored 6 hockey goals in primary school within 15 minutes. (REALLY!!!)
5) I only use Pilot G2 pens, and any other pens won't do for me.
6) I am very emo at times.
7) I like walking in the rain.
8) I cannot watch horror movies.
9) I almost got to go to Hokkaido next year!!! Until all the trips full house...
10) I am VERY VAIN about my hair.

My name :
A: you like to drink
B: you like people
C: you are really silly
D: you like to eat
E: you like to play with dogs
F: you are dead sexy
G: you never let people tell you what to do
H: you have good personality and good looks
I: easy to be with
J: people adore you
K: you are wild and crazy
L: everyone loves you
M: best kisser ever
N: best GF/BF anyone could ask for
O: easy to fall in love with
P: you are popular with all types of people
Q: you are a tomboy
R: you are loyal to those who love you
S: crazy
T: awesome kisses
U: you really like to chill
V: awesome in bed
W: you are very broad minded
X: you love sports
Y: best GF/BF anyone could ask for
Z: always ready

Ok so here's my name:

W: You are very broad-minded. (wow... but I dunno where am I broad minded... ahah...)

O: Easy to fall in love with. ( YOU KIDDING?!?! HELL MAN I JUST GOT REJECTED BY THE FIRST GIRL I EVER LOVED IN RV AND YOU SAY THAT?!?!)

N:You are the best GF/BF anyone can ask for. ( True... in my thinking that is... since I am not a Romeo like so many guys now...)

G:You never let people tell you what to do. ( true again.)

M: Best kisser ever. ( er... this one I dunno... but hopefully yeah... hehe...)

I: Easy to be with. ( well if you know me good enough it's actually true!)

N: Best GF/BF anyone can ask for. ( wow I have so many n's in my name... just that SOME ppl do not know how to appreciate my love...)

G: You never let ppl tell you what to do. ( yep...)

J: People adore you. (MY ASS LARH!!! IF THIS IS TRUE, THEN I AM SHAOWEI AND GET A WHOLE FLOCK OF SOPPY LOVESICK GIRLS FAWNING AROUND HIM!!! TAKE THAT!!!)

U: You really like to chill. (er... chill wad? My socks?)

N: best GF/BF anyone can ask for. ( thanks... but who'd appreciate it? Not MISS _______.)

Done again...

Ok ppl to tag:

Victoria

Shereen

Jiarong

Alvin

er... dunno who else leh...

Nvr mind larh... heck care if it's too little...

*coughcoughsneezewheeze*

Sick with the flu...

oww...

gaah...
stupid kerosene...

went to soak firewood in school for choir camp...
smelly kerosene...
and dunno who said that he brought THREE LIGHTERS there...
haha...

CP is still on next year.
So, by then, let's call a showdown.

Nervous?
Not really.
Angry?
A bit.
vengeful?
A LOT.

crackkkkkzzzzzzz.......
give 'em hell boys.