Sorry but haven't been posting in a long while.
EOYs are coming.
Mugging fever again.
The last time I mugged this hard was when I was in P6 for PSLE.
Haha 4 years after, I am doing the same thing again.

Perhaps sometimes it isn't too late to realise that some things are just not fated.
And I've come to realise that we two are more friends than lovers.
Perhaps we have grown apart over these four years.
Perhaps all these could have been changed at the beginning.
But none of these matter now.
Because finally I realise that it is better that we are friends only and nothing else.

Somebody once said that "If you love somebody truly, let her go when you have to. Because if it was meat to be, she will return. If I wasn't fated, then nothing ever existed."

Now I finally understand what that person meant.

Perhaps our relationship may flower again some time in the future.
But as for now, I'm willing to let you go.
Perhaps you would want it too, since you told me that you didn't want me to waste my youth waiting for you.
I took your advice.