Lol last day of school passed yesterday.

Yeah I know I haven't posted in quite some time.

Didn't go to school.
Mum didn't see the point of me going anyway.
So I got stuck at home reading new books and Facebook-ing.

This may be my last year here in RV.
I mean, not that I have especially close ties with the school and the people I've been with for these 4 years.
But still there are still some people that I have my heartfelt thanks to give.

First, ZhiLiang.
For being such a close friend and confidant for all these 4 years unwaveringly.

Secondly, Ruth.
For being my counsel of reason, telling me all the time that the best way to heal wounds is to forgive others even if you feel groosly shortchanged.

Thirdly, Shereen.
For being my weather vane in terms of allowing me to know how the class reacts to me and being my second counsel in reason. "Let his worst side bring out the best in you." Yeah thanks for that. Really.

Fourthly, all my choir CCA mates, especially Jiarong, Weiping, Cherie, Keng Hwee, YuQi, Calvin Goh, Amanda, JunJie, GuangJie and Yiling for giving me such fond memories of my times in choir. Although I harboured thoughts of leaving choir before, but now I feel so lucky I didn't, because that allowed me t share priceless memories that are my happiest in RV.

And finally, I just want to apologise to Farrah my long-suffering chairperson in 4H, especially for what I screamed in your face during last Friday. I know you suffer a lot of responsibility and protocol whenever something busts up between me and the class, and I am very sorry that I gave you so much trouble.
And yes, you were right with your reasoning last Friday: Just because Japan bombed Pearl Harbour and conquered SouthEast Asia does not mean that it is justified for all the countries conquered to drop an atomic bomb or two like the Americans did as a sign of revenge. Haha for once you won me.

Cherish those memories, good or bad. They mark out your path that you took when you grew up and became a young adult. Learn from the bad memories and haunting pasts, for they tell you what works and what doesn't. Laugh and smile at the good memories, for remember that even in your darkest times they still bought that little bit of light into your life, and sometimes its that little bit of light that counts.

Perhaps if fate would have it we all can see each other again if I leave this school.
Remember me as the classmate who was an ardent confidant and supporter of his friends, the guy who perhaps talked a little too straight and hard, but above all, a person that existed not as a perfect person, but strove to become one with the class.


Going off to church with Ruth again.
Till the next time, God Bless.

Why do I feel so cold-blooded now?

Trust me, I think I will really go berserk on tuesday.
Blood may be spilled.
Please someone stop me from doing what I am thinking of doing.

Night Soldiers

Sigh.
Sorry to have neglected this blog for so long.
Yeah I guess when you grow older such things just lose their shine already.

O levels' in a few weeks, so just wanna wish En Chyee good luck and JIAYOU!! :D:D:D:D

Haha yes we're just friends.

You've been the person on my mind recently.
Always thought of seeing you in school every day.
I still remember me telling Ruth that the mere sight of your face is enough to make my day.
Haha guess that's true all the same.
Really can't wait till choir starts up again after eoys.
Since that's my only real chance of seeing you.

You know, sometimes I feel like I have a thousand words to say to you.
But ever since what happened last year (I don't think you readers need any reminders),
I never dared to profess myself to a girl anymore.
But perhaps...
Perhaps this may change...
Who knows? ;)

Till then, I'll think of you, and remember your cute little face with that goggly white glasses and bright smile as my biggest comfort.


Lol.
Guess this will do for now...

Oh and Ruth, YOU STILL OWE ME A LUNCH DATE TO IKEA.
haha.